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Monday, July 5, 2010

Sitting at my breakfast table with a nearly empty glass of orange juice, contemplating blogging, contemplating the day, wondering when I’ll get my next day off work, wondering how long it’s been since the last one even though I could find out easily by looking at my calendar but I’m just not willing to get up to go have a look.

Telling myself to get in the shower so I can get things done today…for me AND for/at work. I’ve been without my camera for too long, I’m really hoping that when I go to pick it up today it will actually be spot-, lint-, and smudge-free and give me clear photos again. Also, maybe I’ll go have lunch with El Fiance, someone I haven’t gotten to see much lately.

Thinking about finding an online school. I’m antsy to take another class, almost any class, but a recent work promotion, and the departure of a manager on maternity leave, has left me with little time and energy to do so.

Sharing my makeup obsessions over at I Need More Makeup. It’s just a fun little thing I’ve been doing for myself. Don’t know where it’s going or how long it will last, I just know that it’s been getting a hell of a lot more of my attention than this blog. Shame on me. I find that it is true for me as it is for some other bloggers – the longer I go without making a post, the harder it is to sit down and compose something and the easier it seems to give it up or feel that I’m not contributing anything or that it’s not doing anything for me anymore. But I keep coming back and logging into my admin panel, so I’m not ready to give up yet. And here I am.

Chopping my hair off. I do believe I have finally found a salon that I can finally call “home.” I’ve yet to try anything beyond a haircut, but I’d like to try some of the spa services eventually, too.

Looking for a good, sturdy pair of pliars. My sweet tooth has become quite the demanding little beast this past week in particular, and I’m ready to yank her out and be done. Give in to the craving once and she thinks she’s entitled to more. Luckily my newest pants all still fit, but I’m banning sweets this week to get myself back on track. Apologies to the family for any crankiness ahead of time.

“How was your vacation?”

Monday, May 24, 2010

How is ANY vacation? Too short, always. El Fiance is home safe and sound and I celebrated by taking nine days off work and attempting to make up for four months worth of insubstantial sleep. My poor bum spent entirely too much time planted on the seat of a motorcycle this past weekend when we took a trip to Branson, Missouri, and although I’ve finally recovered the use of both legs, the left cheek still gets a bit of a twinge here and there. (No, I never exaggerate for comedic/dramatic effect, why would you ask?) Now that vacation is over, I’m back to the grind and even though El Fiance is home now to help shoulder the load, it feels like there is MORE to do now that he’s here than there was when he was adding on to my “Honey do” list every other day via email. We’re getting ready to do a big House project, new windows, which will greatly help with our energy inefficiency. Lower electric bill? Yes, please. Add to that a bit of a promotion at work for me, and the hunt for a vehicle for my teenager – as well as the final two weeks of his junior year of high school – and it feels as if someone has suddenly set the clock so that the seconds tick by ten times faster than they should.

I’m playing phone tag with a woman at Bedford Camera. I finally took my camera and a lens in to be cleaned, something that was WAY overdue, and I’ve had a call saying that the lens is done and ready to be picked up. Then I had another call, which went to my voice mail, saying that it was Very Important that I call them back. So I called back, and no one who was there at the shop today knew why I’d been called, so they promised to leave a message for the original caller, who was supposed to go in to work today but who hasn’t called me. So, there’s that. I miss my camera muchly. I would have LOVED to have had it with me when we went to the Butterfly Palace on Saturday, but we had to settle for the camera on El Fiance’s cell phone. Not bad pics, but not as good as my camera would have gotten. *sniffle*

I’m contemplating a haircut, as well. My hair is down to the middle of my back and it’s in good condition and is pretty when I do something with it, but the recent humidity has made it almost unbearable to deal with; I feel like I might as well be trying to carry 50 pounds of runny mashed potatoes around on my head. I’m going back and forth between taking the usual route of having them give me back my bangs – which grow out far too quickly – and lop off about four or five inches, and going all the way with it and taking it up to my chin. I remain indecisive, and my hair continues to grow at what sometimes feels like a rate of a foot per second.

That would be  a result of the clock being set to run too quickly, I imagine.

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Saturday, June 13, 2009

We got to go to Destin, Florida for a few days this week for El Fiance’s Nephew’s wedding. The trip was way too short.

This pic is not photoshopped in the slightest (it’s one of the few that doesn’t need it – most of the pics in the set need ‘shopping because my camera still needs cleaning and leaves spots on my pics); the water really is all those lovely, lovely colors. I got to float and swim and play in that water for a little while on Monday, and I can’t remember the last time I felt so happy, free, and peaceful.

Those are rose petals scattered over SAND, not snow, just so we’re clear.

Today at work was rough, again – and it seems to be getting worse, and El Fiance and I both agree that new jobs and a relocation would be good for us. I realize that in this economy that’s even funnier than asking to win the lottery, but life’s too short to be crying in your car on your way home from work.

It’s time to start setting some goals.

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